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The Sun and the Seed

Shyam, a forty-five-year-old guy, proudly displayed his simplicity. His faded kurta, darned at the elbows, and worn leather chappals reflected a life of silent sacrifice.

Prithul Lochan

Shyam Sundar Sharma, a widowed clerk, and his only son, Arjun, resided in the old city of Varanasi, where the Ganges flowed like a ribbon of liquid silver and the air was filled with priests' chants and the tolling of temple bells. Their house was a simple two-room structure in a narrow alley of Dashashwamedh Ghat, its walls weathered by time and monsoon rains, and its roof patched with tin sheets that rattled in the wind. Shyam, a forty-five-year-old guy, proudly displayed his simplicity. His faded kurta, darned at the elbows, and worn leather chappals reflected a life of silent sacrifice. His faded kurta, darned at the elbows, and worn leather chappals reflected a life of silent sacrifice. His days began before dawn with a plunge in the Ganges, a mumbled prayer to Lord Shiva, and a lengthy walk to the municipal office, where he shuffled files under a ceiling fan that sighed as if it was tired of being alive.

Shyam's world had previously been brighter, fuelled by his wife Meera's laughter. She had been the music to his steady pace, her voice filling the house with bhajans and her hands preparing meals that warmed both body and spirit. When Arjun was three years old, Meera died of a fever, leaving Shyam to raise their kid on his own. The loss left a void in his heart, but he filled it with devotion to Arjun, whom he named his "suraj", or sun. Every rupee he made, every ambition he had, was for Arjun. Shyam worked extra, missed meals, and sold his father's old pocket watch to pay for Arjun's schoolbooks. "One day, beta," he'd say, his eyes crinkling with hope, "you'll shine brighter than the sun, and all this struggle will fade like a bad dream."

Arjun, at seventeen, was a lanky child with his mother's piercing eyes and a restless soul. He was a child of contemporary India, torn between tradition and the attraction of a world beyond Varanasi's ghats. The city's old rhythms—pujas, festivals, and unstated rules—felt like chains to him. He fantasised about Mumbai, its dazzling lights and music studios, where he might play his second-hand guitar and become a star. The modest radio in their home hummed with Bollywood tunes, and Arjun would hum along, envisioning himself on stage, far from his father's dusty ledgers. "Papa, why do we live like this?" he'd question, his voice shrill with adolescent rage, pointing to the crumbling walls and the one lamp that flickered above their dining table. "Your old ways won't get us anywhere."

The generation difference between father and son was as vast as the Ganges itself. Shyam, born in a hamlet near Ayodhya, was raised in the traditions of his Brahmin family. He believed in duty, respect for elders, and the value of family. Every morning, he would wake Arjun for puja, lighting a diya in front of their modest altar and reading shlokas from the Bhagavad Gita in a weathered but steady voice. "This is our sanskriti, Arjun," he'd explain. "It keeps us grounded, no matter what storms come." However, Arjun saw these ceremonies as vestiges of a bygone period. He'd roll his eyes, mutter through the prayers, and run out to meet his companions, who shared his desire to break free. "Papa, nobody does this anymore," he would protest. "I don't need mantras to succeed...I need a chance."

Their thoughts of Arjun's future clashed like monsoon clouds. Shyam, who had watched his neighbours' kids succeed through school, wanted Arjun to become an engineer—a steady, respectable career that would take them out of poverty. He'd been saving for years to pay for coaching lessons for the IIT entrance test, sacrificing his comforts to give Arjun a chance. "Engineering is a golden ticket, beta," he'd continue, his tone sincere. "It's more than simply a job; it's about security and respect. "You'll create a life that we never had." But Arjun's heart had a distinct rhythm. He'd slip away to a friend's house and practise guitar chords, thinking of starting a band. "Music is my life, Papa," he would reply, his voice shaking with emotion. "I want to create something, not just sit in an office like you." Shyam's face tightened, his silence louder than words. He viewed music as a risk, a passing whim that may leave Arjun trapped. "Dreams don't pay for dal and rice," he'd say, his voice deep. "Look at me...I chose duty over dreams, and it kept us alive."

The conflict was more than simply about job prospects; it was about identity. Shyam regarded himself as the custodian of his family's honour, a man who had remained true to his dharma despite losing everything—his wife, his youth, and his personal goals. Arjun, on the other hand, regarded his father's life as a cautionary tale, a warning about what happens when tradition is allowed to crush one's goals. "You don't get me, Papa," he'd yell during their disagreements, his voice booming throughout their modest house. "I don't want to be you!" Each statement was a knife to Shyam's heart, but he bore it as he did every other hardship: quietly and with a prayer for patience.

Life in Varanasi was unforgiving. Shyam's health continued to deteriorate, with a chronic cough shaking his frail frame. Years of skipping meals and staying up late had debilitated him, but he kept his problems hidden for fear of Arjun worrying—or worse, feeling burdened. He'd cough into his handkerchief, dismiss Arjun's worry with a feeble grin, and say, "Just a cold, beta." Concentrate on your academics. Every rupee he made went towards Arjun's tuition costs or the rare treat—a new shirt for Diwali, a plate of jalebis from the corner store. Arjun, immersed in his universe, scarcely noticed. He'd miss school to jam with his mates, spending hours polishing a riff or crafting songs about freedom. His grades fell, and when Shyam found out, the discussions became more heated. "You're throwing away everything I've worked for!" Shyam yelled one evening, his voice cracking. Arjun, indignant, grabbed his instrument and marched away. "I'll make it on my own!" he said, slamming the door.

The alley outside was filled with Varanasi's chaos—cycle rickshaws clattering, merchants selling chai, and sadhus singing by the ghats. Arjun wandered, his heart beating from wrath and remorse. He loved his father, but his expectations made him feel stifled. He wanted to show that he could thrive on his terms and that Shyam's sacrifices did not define him. At a modest tea cart, he met his friend Rohan, who played drums in their impromptu band. "You're lucky, man," Rohan said, drinking syrupy chai. "My father would have kicked me out by now. "Yours just keeps trying." Arjun shrugged, but his words stayed.

Weeks later, an opportunity arose. A local festival, the Ganga Mahotsav, announced a talent event, and Arjun's band was chosen to play. It was a modest stage, but Arjun considered it the entire globe. He immersed himself in practices, convinced that this was his moment to prove his father wrong. Shyam, uninformed of the performance, observed Arjun's disappearance but said nothing, his heart heavy with concern. The night of the festival, Arjun walked the stage beneath flickering lights, his guitar slung low and his voice raw with emotion. He sang of dreams, breaking free, and a youngster caught between worlds. The audience applauded graciously, but the organizer's response was cold: "Nice attempt, child, but enthusiasm alone won't cut it." "You need discipline, training, and connections." Arjun's hopes crumbled like dried roti. He walked home, the guitar heavy on his shoulder and his confidence destroyed.

When he arrived at their lane, the home was dark, save for a solitary diya flickering on the table. Shyam lay sleeping, his head resting on his arms and a half-eaten roti beside him. Next to it was an open letter from the local hospital, with the words: "Chronic lung condition." Immediate therapy is essential. Arjun's breath caught. He read the date: weeks ago. Shyam had been disguising his sickness, most likely because he couldn't afford the medications. Arjun's gaze rested on his father's aged hands, the calluses from years of labour, and the faint scars from selling his blood to purchase Arjun's bicycle. For the first time, Arjun saw the man behind the lectures—the guy who had sacrificed everything so that Arjun might have a shot.

As Arjun dropped to the floor, tears ran down his cheeks. Memories rushed him: Shyam staying up late to help with maths homework, clumsily repairing Arjun's damaged schoolbag and standing in the rain to bring lunch when Arjun forgot. Every sacrifice, every silent act of love, had been intended for him. And he'd responded with things like, "I don't want to be you." The weight of his ungratefulness crushed him. He grasped Shyam's hand and said, "I'm sorry, Papa."

The next morning, Shyam awoke to discover Arjun brewing tea, which was an unusual sight. "Beta, what's this?" he said, his voice scratchy. Arjun's eyes were crimson, and his voice was gentle. "I read your letter, Papa. "Why didn't you tell me?" Shyam turned aside, his visage a mask of stoicism. "You've had enough burdens, Arjun. "This is mine." Arjun shook his head. "No, papa. It is ours. For the first time, they spoke—not as father and son at odds but as two souls sharing a burden. Arjun pledged to concentrate on his academics to honour Shyam's sacrifices. He did not leave music but rather viewed it differently...not as a form of defiance but as a means of expressing his emotions.

Arjun immersed himself in his literature, rising before dawn to study, just as Shyam did for his prayers. He aced his board exams and, a year later, scored so well on the IIT admission exam that his neighbours spoke in amazement. Shyam, weak but proud, stood at Arjun's college farewell, his eyes streaming. "You've made me proud, beta," he said, his voice shaking. Arjun held him fiercely and said, "You made me, papa."

Arjun accepted a job in Lucknow, which was close enough for him to spend every weekend with Shyam. He made sure Shyam had the care he needed, and eventually his cough subsided. Once a battlefield, their house was turned into a haven. As their little courtyard was illuminated by diyas, Arjun performed religious melodies on his guitar, the tones mixing with Shyam's shlokas. Shyam's smile was more radiant than the fireworks above as the neighbours gathered and applauded.

Years later, Arjun, who was now the father of Radha, a five-year-old girl, stood by the Ganges. Radha was chasing a wayward kite while Shyam, who was gray-haired but stronger, stood next to him. "Why do you pray every morning, Papa?" As she pulled Arjun's hand, Radha enquired. He bent down and looked at Shyam, who had a lifetime of love in his eyes. "Because, beta," Arjun replied in a deep voice, "that's what my dad taught me." No matter how far we fly, it's how we maintain our roots.

After Shyam put a touch on Arjun's shoulder, the Ganges continued to flow, bringing their tale...one of sacrifice, miscommunication, and salvation into the eternal fabric of Indian customs.

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